Playing Trumpet With A Fever Blister

memories between us "This wound will close sometime? The 10 Commandments

I'm already tired of playing. I am tired of being all the time trying to save a friendship that I no longer worthwhile because there anada to do. Yuuki speak of someone with whom I had great, we were best friends, we liked the same things and we were almost always together. But she was away from my little by little and every time we fight over stupid things, or runs away or gets angry. Now he has taken to get revenge and if I admit whether he intended to fuck me he did it. Do not want to fall as low as it, as revenge consisted ruin my life. She has been turning a bit emo little in way of thinking and always smiling before and now, since our friend moved away, and became emotional in the place you went, gave yuuki say she was too emo and although we said that we all call emo had nothing to think we are wrong, the way they dress emo but not for anything in his mind transformed by emulating what they normally do. Imitate what you like. Want to be someone who is not rather than herself. Now that I think about it has never been a good friend. I always wanted to be excluded from all her in front of me but to me that I do not care because I am who I am. Am fed up. If she is still willing to fix it, perhaps, not impossible to believe that a friendship as the sample is very difficult because she does not recognize his own mistakes. And probably after reading this (if you read it) will say "if you say you do not recognize my mistakes but you do not recognize your own" typical. Well, if I acknowledge my mistakes and although sometimes I would change is difficult, I know. Some of my mistakes are too good-silly with people, because I always see the good side of people I never fixed their bugs until they are too obvious or vam against me and become my "enemies" but in reality the is not the word, and that makes me stupid for even someone of my friends, my family, etc, says any fault of the person I start na set. Another flaw of mine is that I talk a lot, depending on who is important to me what they think of me, I have three lives, although most people have them. And I have enough faults over the pride factor that I am not. And I lost the thread of what he was saying. Oh ya. I keep thinking I should not revenge but every second that passes I feel more like it. And do not even know what to think about my supposed friend. We had a smooth and soft pil which began opening a wound that is trying to close but never get it and we both got a finger in the wound and we have opened a little more. After the wound has closed and tried again yuuki has now put his finger again, this time to poke around and opened it so much that he even the best doctors say it will cost to close a lot. Now my question is, will close sometime?